Hi Laura, thank you for commenting! I'm sorry you are experiencing so much pain. As someone who also has BPD, I relate to a lot of what you say about abandonment. Know that you are not alone even if you feel that way. There are so many online communities and resources at your disposal. Check out the HealthyPlace Resources-Info tab. Just click 'resources-hotlines' or 'suicide' in the drop-down menu! You can also find BPD crisis apps and social media platforms that are not affiliated with HealthyPlace. If you can search for it, you can find it. This idea we have that we are alone is not accurate. Not in today's global and digital world.
Here is our hotlines page: https://www.healthyplace.com/suicide/suicide-hotline-phone-numbers
You'll find more resources here: https://www.healthyplace.com/other-info/resources/mental-health-hotline-numbers-and-refer…