Thank you for putting into words what is like to have bipolar before and after.
Reading your article, I realize I've forgotten my "before life." I'm so used to my new "normal." By the way, I only shower when I have to go out for an appointment, social or medical, or if I feel particularly sticky for whatever reason. I work from home and don't sweat much, even when I exercise... but it's more than that. Showering is such a shock on my system. Too many spoons all at once I guess!