My abuse started just past age 12 when my puberty started and i started wetting the bed because of it.Mom got me cloth diapers and rubberpants to wear to bed at night rather than the disposable products.My brother,Jason was 15,and thought it was a real hoot that i was wearing the diapers and rubberpants to bed.The one saturday night mom and dad went out and mom put the diapers and rubberpants on me early in the evening.I was in my room on my bed reading when Jason came in and sat down on my bed.I had my night gown on which was just below my knees and he was looking at my diapers and rubberpants under it.He told me i looked like a baby,then laid beside me and started rubbing his hand over my groin! I was shocked,but he said it was ok,since i was like a baby.After a few minutes of rubbing his hand over my diapers and rubberpants he left.This went on when ever mom and dad went out and i accepted it as he was very convincing.Then when i was 14,i finially made my First Holy Communion in the class of 7 year olds.I was dressed in a cute,poofy,top of the knees,sleeveless communion dress and veil with lace anklets and white mary jane shoes and since i was still bedwetting,mom put the diapers and rubberpants on me so i would be more little girlish.After my party that sunday afternoon,Jason who was then 17, went to hang out with his friends and mom and dad took some relatives to the airport.I was home alone then when a friend of Jason stopped by to see if jason was home.He told me how cute and little girlish i looked and i was flattered.He then embraced me and started kissing me which surprised me,but he told me it was a special kiss for my First Communion! He kept on kissing me which caused me to be lost in the moment! The next thing i knew he put his hand up under the back of my dress and felt my cloth diapers and rubberpants and told me i really was a little girl! I could tell he was very aroused and i was nervous! He then undid his pants and pulled them down along with his underwear,then told me he had to be satisfied and pushed me to my knees and trust his erection into my mouth,held my head and started thrusting it back and forth.I tried to resist,but it was no use.He eventually came in my mouth and forced me to swallow his semen! He left a few minutes later and i went to my room and started crying! Even tho he was Jasons friend,i never saw him again and was afraid to tell anyone as to what happened!